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Thursday, July 18, 2024

finding love in hopelessness. (if you know me personally don't read this I'm literally just rambling.)

     What is love?  Baby, don't hurt me.  That's a hit song lyric from hit song, what is love. Now, i know that love can be felt in many different ways.  Like i love my dog but that's different from how i love my sister and that's different from how I love watching my favorite tv show.  What I want to talk about today is romantic love.  Where the fuck is that one?  I've got basically every other from of love on speed dial at all times EXCEPT for that one no matter how fucking hard I try.

      Will romance ever be what it once was?  Modern romance is engulfed within hookup culture.  And I know I'm like 15 and hookup culture in high school isn't as bad as it is in the adult dating pool but I know for a fact that a good amount of boys my age probably only date girls just to get their nudes.  Men used to go fucking crazy for the woman they loved.  Bring back male yearning.  Brittany Broski already said that but who gives a fuck dude.  

    Maybe I'm just a femcel.  Maybe that's what this is. Maybe I'm just too unlovable at this point so I'm complaining on my blog that no one reads.  I kind of love that, being able to just go on and on about literally nothing for maybe two people to look at.  I hope I'm not a femcel.  I hope I'm just a hopeless romantic.  You know when i think about it, "femcel" and "hopeless romantic" might as well be the exact same thing with different connotations.  do you beliievvee in life after loovvee

starting my "winter arc"

 Hey guys! (guys as in no one)  I had a boyfriend for a few weeks like 2 months ago but he left me.  I was pretty down about it for a while ...